Wednesday, August 24, 2005

CPC revolution

Hmm, there goes the last piece of 30cent fried banana...hmm..pisang goreng nih memmang sedap...minus the thought of the calorie...hmm..feel so sinful...

nothing much today ...yesterday talked to Roy for about an hour...he was bored ..kesian dia..haha..but i had a nice time talking listening...sebab i was not the one yang bayar ..ahhahaha...consequence of that bercakap...set jam pukul 5.30 bangun an hour after dat..teraleapas nak baca systemic disease of the eyes...

cpc today was about diabetic retinopathy ..dr kok was the main presenter...currently all the other departments are trying hard to make their presence felt ..today ...the dietician ..before this the rehabilitian team ...anyway a good thing i realised about the current cpc is the cases are tailored for students...sayind dat ...the cases were mostly the medical student cases with really simple and easy to understand approach of the case...that is good ....a thumb up for that ....i hope that is part of the new curriculum...

a bit blurry and dizzy today ...is it becuase the long winding ..suppose to b simple cardio radiology class ..or i'm not feeling that well...in the contrary of that symptoms ...i still manage to write hear ...hmm..weird ...

okaylah ...nak balik bilik...guess need to sembahyang asar ...hmm...maybe going out to midvalley tonite ...for a break...wasalam

Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Kosong....

Hmm, today is Kak Ina's birthday..wish her early in the morning..tak tahulah if kak ina sedar ker tak...she is 27 this year...at her age ..she is ultimately a successful lady in her career.

I'm in internal medicine currently. Interesting cases are admitted every single day, leading to impressive discussion during the rounds. I realised now, that i'm into the discussion currently, not like before, the medical students were a batch of invaluable followers. Now, we are part of the team, infact, i rather feel that the round was especially created to educate us.

Hmm, but funnily, even the surrounding is more realistic, i can't really feel my feet down there. In nutshell, i'm back to my blurness. It is weird because i'm fully awake, can understand the cases, but, tah laa, macam ...hmm..empty. It is so weird, like living without life in it.....it feel really weird...Hope things will improve soon, ..or is this the way it is....just i don't realise it...please guide me..

Anyway hooked to another TV show, i guess. House MD, a new series in AXN, premiered this month, was "the" lucky show. Initially, i thought it was a comedy based drama, something like SCRUB, however, i was wrong as it is a "drama" by itself. The cases are complicated, and really make the medical personel, thinks. It is a good way to list down the differential diagnosis or causes for every single sign and symptom. However, yupp,the way the Doctor approached the case was rather ..hmm....tah laa...not normal. Saying dat, for medical students, there are lot of issues that near to our heart, are addressed in this drama...

hmm....see i'm blur again....weird....there are actually lot of things there in my mind ...but when i stopped to think about it...everything vaporised ...leaving me with nothing....hmm i guess i better get some rest ...till than..wasalam